Staples has the “easy button”, where you just push it and everything happens in an instant. If there was a button in life that did that, I would use it as a Do-Over, maybe? When I sit down to think about it, not just in passing, but actually ponder, would I do events in my life over? I’m not sure.
I have had my share of moments that I used to think I would love to forget. However, as I have grown older, these are the moments that I now know helped build me into the person I am. Sure there were the many nights of parties, breaking curfew (sorry mom and dad!), and shenanigans that followed. Nothing was ever harmed, nor was property destroyed. It ended up being a bunch of friends, beer, and a bonfire. The memories made have lasted and brought friends closer. Some decisions, well, let me just say that they did not turn out so well.
How about the time that I thought I was the “worst mom in the world”? Despite the fact that my son was 4, it is still something that has stuck with me. I am pretty sure he was upset because I wouldn’t go to the pet the store and get a baby dinosaur. I mean, I would if I could get them, but it just wasn’t in the budget to find a baby dinosaur.
Or the time that I thought it would be a wonderful idea to have two large dogs, and a medium one, for “house” dogs. Yes, they are outside most of the day, but they live inside at night. They bring in their share of muddy feet, yet they are loved regardless.
While these may seem like trivial events, they are part of my life. Yes, I do have events that have happened that could have turned out differently. I apologize for not sharing them, yet. In my heart, I know that there is nothing in my life I would want to do over, except for one thing.
The only thing that I would change if I could would be to have one more moment with my father. To record his voice telling my son how proud he is of him. To hear him say “I Love You” one more time. To tell him, I love you, one more time. My Do-Over option would not be to erase anything, but to have one more moment of life’s blessing that one can never get back. For all the other events, it is part of life. We live. We make mistakes. We learn. We grow from our experiences. But most of all, we live.
If you could “Do-Over” any moment, would you change it, or just ask for one more moment?